6 Weeks of Denial
curvy-slut: It has been six weeks and today I’m allowed to cum. I’m not even sure if I want, but I need to reboot myself to start a new denial period.
To deserve cuming, I had to fuck my ass using mint toothpaste as a lube for 20 minutes which felt really really long. It stung SO much, that was like a torture. And the worst thing is that I want to repeat this soon. God, I’m so messed up.
Btw, since new year I’ve been officially anal only. Nothing goes into my cunt for pleasure, I don’t even think about it and refer to my ass as my “hole” – the only hole worth mentioning, and this really turns me on. It seems so fitting. And ass-fucking feels soooo much better.